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Symbiotic Provocation in a Palindrome of a Relationship

by PKWST

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Vice Crowned With Flowers and Innocence Betrayed 01:17:51

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My sweetest love wolf, you are my everything. I never thought all of my dreams could come in one person. If you were coffee, you'd be a DAMN FINE cup. You make my life feel Ghibli, and i will teach you someday, what that means. Despite being so jaded about relationships, i've never wanted everything with a person so much. You give me hope, keep me on my toes, encourage me and help me grow. I love trying new things with you, learning things from you, and teaching you new things, too. I never thought i would be a real musician, but you got me out of my comfort zone, learning new skills, feeling excited and passionate, and it's just one more thing i'm so lucky to share with you. My favorite thing in this universe, is waking up next to you and holding that perfect face in my hands. Every time we kiss, i still get warm, tingly butterflies, and it means the WORLD to me when you hug me. Despite always having nightmares, you make my dreams come true. You're the gore to my horror, my captain crunch, my faerie prince, the love of my life, and the ultimate hubby. Loving you is like oxygen: SO essential to my life, but as easy as breathing. I often lack the words to tell you how i feel, even now. I wish i knew how to show you better. I'm even nervous that i couldn't write meaningful enough wedding vows someday. You're far too perfect, and better than anything i could express in words. I always wanna be excited to see each other, always be matchies, always be the fox to each other's foxier, always be over the top and fun together and never take each for granted, never ever. You're my flame, forever. I am but a moth to your heart. I will always love you, even after death. I'm your ghoul. Forever yours.
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I'm sorry. I am truly sorry that my emotional and physical needs ended up being the death of us. I wanted nothing more than to continue building a life with you. I foresaw us having a child. That's why i wanted a better career. I understand why you made your decision. I only hope you can remember the good times and what i was for you and what we once were together. I am in so much pain losing you. I'm sorry that i've been weird lately. I've never loved anyone as hard as i love you. I'm sorry i didn't show it better in the end. Part of me is wondering if it was easy for you to leave because we haven't been able to kiss for a week. I wish i had gotten to kiss you when you tried so many times yesterday evening. I guess you never know your when your last kiss with someone you love will be. That's the most heartbreaking. Your kisses were the sweetest and your affection made me glow. I can't bare to lose that. I know it's too late and nothing i say will change your mind, but i just needed you to know that i still love you more than the sun. Forest told me to come back to WA and i told him i can't because i hope that you'll change your mind. Please remember me fondly and maybe we can be friends when i come back. I really do love you. And i miss you already. I'm sorry that i was too much. I hope we can recover some semblance of what we were, as friends at least.

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released March 31, 2024

All music, art and production by Parker Weston

No virtually-generated sounds were used in this recording

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PKWST Phoenix, Arizona

Experimental sound / multimedia visual artist involved with Butoh Sonics, Schadenhaus, Sugar Pills Bone, Smogma, and solo projects The Ɔrinkles,THE IDE OF EARTH, Dummy Rifle, and Wretch And Reel, to boot.
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